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out of my way people! [20 Jul 2005|03:59pm]
[ music | O - Sabatoarea Noptilor De Vara ]

The Rebel Rock line @ Mac freakin' rules! I'm dragging Kyle with me to the Mac store on Friday for a shopping spree XD

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[18 Jul 2005|08:30pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | Dead or Alive - You Spin Me Right Round ]

I'm so sick of myself tonight
Something's wrong with me
Tic-Tac-Toe
Three in a row
'X' marks the spot
of where my heart has been wounded
Two hearts that beat as three

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In The House - In a Heartbeat [21 Jun 2005|01:26pm]
[ mood | cynical ]
[ music | 28 Days Later Soundtrack - In The House - In A Heartbeat ]

icy eyes pierce through the skin
with soothing, flesh kisses
my blood paints him red
and stains his soul
in a heartbeat
28 days later

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[21 Jun 2005|02:29am]
I hold my breath so I don't lie
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[21 Jun 2005|02:23am]
[ music | Vincent De Moor Prents Emerald - Eternety ]

the walking dead embrace me
with arsenic lips and slit wrists
razor blade kisses and I start to bleed
feed this indulgence of mine
this habit
bring me to life

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[14 May 2005|01:43pm]
my tears are gasoline
and you are the match
that burst my heart into flames...
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[04 May 2005|09:53pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Traci Lords - Fallen Angel (Perfecto Mix) ]

I'm thinking perhaps I wasn't meant to be with anyone.

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Crackers [24 Apr 2005|10:16pm]
[ music | Crackers - The Horrorist ]

Even though I tell you a story, I tell you something not
Even though you think you know, you're not something god
And when the world starts to twirl and to twist and bleed
Everything that I will teach you will be everything you'll need

Shadows that we live in, come from the light of darkness
Or light that never burns, or blind you with its brightness
See the way that black, shines through a tunnel
And feel the new coldness as the new world rumbles

Blood and the gods, come together above us in the sky
Mothers of our brothers and our fathers wilt and die
Fearless and brave, we stand in the face of death
Where we know, where we'll go, is better than were we left

Even though I tell a tale, I tell this one is not
For you see I see the future and the future I see not
Like a bird without its wings twisting on the floor
A cat will come and take its life and bring it out that door
So as you know I should have been able to figure out
That door is open and guess what? I am all about

Blood and the gods, come together above us in the sky
Mothers of our brothers and our fathers wilt and die
Fearless and brave, we stand in the face of death
Where we know, where we'll go, is better than were we left

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Rebel Yell [16 Dec 2004|01:01am]
My fingers are bleeding
My chest is pounding
My mind is screaming
The yell of the rebel

right on time.
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[12 Dec 2004|02:04am]
Russian Red on chrome
since when did my face become a quad of colors?
Oh, right.
I'm holding the mirror upside down.
I bleed glitter and cry glue
All applied with Brush #242
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Tomorrow Will Be Okay [11 Dec 2004|03:40am]
When suddenly you realize that
he's not what you thought he was,
he's not want you wanted him to be
he leaves you there
eyes bleeding
ruby tainted scars
everything is alright
everything is fine

cuts heal
but scars remind us,
it never disappears
it just gets buried.
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[10 Dec 2004|12:28am]
I'm that razor blade kiss
I'm the slit on your wrist
I'm your pretty, pretty princess
with a barbed wire crown
I'm the one on my knees
with my mouth wide open
and eyes wide shut,
and blood on my hands....

all hail the virgin whore.
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[01 Aug 2004|08:20pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]
[ music | Coldplay - The Scientist ]

I can't explain how helpless I feel around you. When I present myself, I feel exposed.

Helpless.

I think I'm falling in love.

I'm afraid.

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[22 Jun 2004|02:09pm]
[ music | She Gives - Human Waste Project ]

She’s far too gone now
She gave away her soul
In your eyes she sees the lust
You only want to fuck her
Please fill this gaping hole
Please make it go away
She’ll be on her knees for you
Forever and a day

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[21 Jun 2004|02:38am]
[ music | KoRn - Inja ]

I will soon be gone.
These feelings will be gone.


I wish for one successful crush
my hands are the only ones
to keep my virginity forever
to regain lost purity
my soul has been rotting since I've met you
and I feel dirty.

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Upon my liar's chair [18 Jun 2004|02:11am]
I patiently await
for the day that such an embrace will meet
quietly tempted in my thinking chair
as I ponder upon the final embrace
he said it will not be the last
but it most certainly feels like it
quietly I wait
upon my liar's chair
silently I feel
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[17 May 2004|12:01am]
shoegaze the sky.
away.
like my mind.
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[20 Apr 2004|10:31pm]
Man on the Edge
guitar in hand
manic depression
salvation
on the verge
of...
mystery
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[06 Feb 2004|04:09pm]
drench me in red
make me bleed
pierce my heart
feed the need
maybe she was chosen
maybe she wasn't
kill my body
dump me in a trash can
an aborted fetus i become

it's funny how one wishes to die. they do get their wish over time, they just don't realize it yet. it's when you die inside that you are truly dead.
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Dear God [03 Jan 2004|02:29am]
why do you have to be so fucked up to her?
why do you always have to make her cry?
why do you let her hurt?
savior and protector, my ass.
if such things were true, she wouldn't be cutting up her arms
crying
wishing to be next to me
beautiful red rubies that decorate her forearms
black tears that hang at her cheeks
she once again wishes for death
this time for real
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